Thursday, October 13, 2011
Well, the last time I saw Keaton was at his 3rd Birthday party. I loved being there, but it was deffinetly too long ago.
Well, I finally got a response back from his parents. All with just cause. I know they are both super busy - one works full time, the other in school full time, both taking their hand in raising the kids - but it sucks when we lose communication for a while.
While im sure ANY birth mother goes through the same thing, adding my depression and anxiety to it is never good.
But, like they say, all good things must come to an end. And its not an end to the openess, just the great amount of communication.
I guess the one thing I always will regret, is never having him meet my Grandma.
Other than that, I have no regrets.
I have to do whats right by them, and by Keaton. And I agree 100% with their decision to not forge anymore bonds or relationships with anyone else. He is their child. They have to do what they think is best.
Anyways, In the e-mail, I was invited to his 5th Birthday!!!
Cant wait to see him. I am so excited <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
You are LOVED,